It's been boring being stuck at home without any training. At least when I'm in another country I'm free to exercise to whatever extent I want! I hope there would be time for morning or night exercises...such as not waking up at the impossibly early 4am to exercise in time for school. If that is really going to happen, I will die.

I'm happy to say I've accomplished many things these few days. Malay O levels was fine for me; I managed to understand most of the cloze passage and the comprehension passage! Now the hurdle's listening comprehension which is my biggest weakness ever...

I've been listening to Taufik Batisah's malay songs for 10 over times already, watched Upin dan Ipin until I'm tired of it and now I'm listening to malay radio station RIA89.7FM. Thank god this radio station has some english songs too if not I think my brain is oversaturated with malay, malay and more malay!

I also finished a lot of my packing but there's still loads to go...I watched YAB EPISODE 12 ALREADY! Ah this drama is killing me and I don't think my addiction will subside when it ends. I'm missing the last 4 episodes because I'm in THE US! AHHHHHH! You know I'm so addicted that I'm using an A.N.JELL wallpaper and I downloaded the YAB cursors from the soompi forum so I'm seeing minam pog on regular, taekyung pog when I click on a link, shinwoo pog when something's loading and jeremy pog when I'm typing or selecting words. I'm beyond hope.

I tried being good by reading broader perspectives today but it totally failed. SIGH my mood's all set for GCP already because so many people have left. I heard Shihui left the earliest. And I know Melissa left yesterday because she told me. And so did Zhengliang whom I owe a birthday present. With Melissa gone, I can't gush with her over my wallpaper and cursors and bugging obsession with YAB.

And the scariest thing that happened to me just recently was my dream last night. It was really freaky and Zexin appeared in my dream. I have no idea why I was dreaming about national day parade when it's been over ages ago... And I dreamt that they had these mini planes or propelling objects behind the scenes where people would help with sending out smoke in the shape of the numbers 2009. They used smoke and some giant cardboard with holes to make out the shape which I know sounds very unrealistic but it happened. I have no idea why the two of us were looking up at them behind the scenes but we were very interested or in awe or something... then apart from those people in the flying objects, there were other people in these floating baskets that would catch the giant cardboards then throw it to the ground (stupid right? catch then throw it away anyway). Then something super scary happened...one of the people in the making shaped smoke group fell out and then the floating baskets people had to catch that person (it was a she by the way) and the whole basket tilted and all of them almost plunged to the ground. I think I was screaming frantically at this point. Thankfully, they were able to shift the whole centre of gravity back to its balanced position and they were all saved. Then all of them touched down and the whole show was like pausing for quite a long while. Apparently the lady who fell out was giddy and she was not feeling well...Then I have no idea why but they dragged Zexin and me to replace two people doing those shaped smoke and catching. I was seriously super scared (who wants to die plunging to the ground???) but they continued to force us to wear these weird life jackets that I don't think will save my life since I'm in the air and not the water. I think I was so frightened that I couldn't breathe properly and was hyperventilating. But that made us go up the stupid plane thing and then we had to go to the highest level which was frightening. I was already having difficulty breathing imagine the lack of oxygen at higher levels of the air! Then they ordered us to do the stupidest thing ever. They asked ME to aim and jump into one of the floating baskets so that I could do the catching and throwing cardboard away job instead. OMG I JUST SCREAMED NO NO NO NO! Then, thankfully I woke up.

This was a stupid nonsensical dream. Nothing made sense at all. This must be how cluttered and crazy my brain can get. Anyway I'm surprisingly not tired even after dreaming so much... I'm wondering if I screamed NONONONO and screamed out loud while I was sleeping. It must have been scary if anyone heard me coz I was screaming at around 6am I think....

Anyway, I'm going to go pack now and write down all the presents I owe! BYE FOR 13 days!

S-L-A-C-K-I-N-G...

SIGH. Yesterday was the class outing so the whole day was GONE. I think bbqs are really exhausting. I have officially reached my quota for bbqs this year. I think I've had three? And two were at my house? NO MORE please NO MORE!

Today was bad too; I slept for 9 hours and woke up at 10.30am! Then I didn't finish the paper we were given although I had vowed to do so in the morning. I ended up playing the electone and having my wonderful revenge...MUAHAHAHA. Actually I ate breakfast really late but I still insisted on eating lunch at subway before busy bee because who knows when I will get to do so again (today was the last lesson)? Ah well, the last lesson was fun and we got money back! But it was taken away from me): And I'm seriously worried about my Chinese because I think I'm not improving after all the extra practices. It just seems to get worse with every practice... SIGH. I'm glad if I get an A1 for both Chinese and Malay.

Throughout the morning I was trying to read the newspaper but it was a completely failed attempt. So I spent the afternoon doing the paper which I completed halfway because now I'm slacking and trying to get everyone's contacts for gcp. I'm going to freak out really soon about it... And where's my daily exercise?! GONE! AH! It's 9pm now and I can't do anything anymore... Only iron my uniform? I don't know when I've become so pessimistic about Chinese and everything. Maybe it's because my brother has already ended school and I'm still stuck going to school and preparing for exams?

The few things that are keeping me happy are:

1. You're Beautiful:)))))))

2. Trainings (although I'm missing so many again ughhh)

3. GCP

Heh maybe I'm becoming optimistic again! On a sidenote, I chanced upon this blogskin that katherine would probably gush over: http://www.blogskins.com/info/306134/

And I'm just reminded of all the birthday presents I owe everyone. I'm in trouble, aren't I?

It's been boring being stuck at home without any training. At least when I'm in another country I'm free to exercise to whatever extent I want! I hope there would be time for morning or night exercises...such as not waking up at the impossibly early 4am to exercise in time for school. If that is really going to happen, I will die.

I'm happy to say I've accomplished many things these few days. Malay O levels was fine for me; I managed to understand most of the cloze passage and the comprehension passage! Now the hurdle's listening comprehension which is my biggest weakness ever...

I've been listening to Taufik Batisah's malay songs for 10 over times already, watched Upin dan Ipin until I'm tired of it and now I'm listening to malay radio station RIA89.7FM. Thank god this radio station has some english songs too if not I think my brain is oversaturated with malay, malay and more malay!

I also finished a lot of my packing but there's still loads to go...I watched YAB EPISODE 12 ALREADY! Ah this drama is killing me and I don't think my addiction will subside when it ends. I'm missing the last 4 episodes because I'm in THE US! AHHHHHH! You know I'm so addicted that I'm using an A.N.JELL wallpaper and I downloaded the YAB cursors from the soompi forum so I'm seeing minam pog on regular, taekyung pog when I click on a link, shinwoo pog when something's loading and jeremy pog when I'm typing or selecting words. I'm beyond hope.

I tried being good by reading broader perspectives today but it totally failed. SIGH my mood's all set for GCP already because so many people have left. I heard Shihui left the earliest. And I know Melissa left yesterday because she told me. And so did Zhengliang whom I owe a birthday present. With Melissa gone, I can't gush with her over my wallpaper and cursors and bugging obsession with YAB.

And the scariest thing that happened to me just recently was my dream last night. It was really freaky and Zexin appeared in my dream. I have no idea why I was dreaming about national day parade when it's been over ages ago... And I dreamt that they had these mini planes or propelling objects behind the scenes where people would help with sending out smoke in the shape of the numbers 2009. They used smoke and some giant cardboard with holes to make out the shape which I know sounds very unrealistic but it happened. I have no idea why the two of us were looking up at them behind the scenes but we were very interested or in awe or something... then apart from those people in the flying objects, there were other people in these floating baskets that would catch the giant cardboards then throw it to the ground (stupid right? catch then throw it away anyway). Then something super scary happened...one of the people in the making shaped smoke group fell out and then the floating baskets people had to catch that person (it was a she by the way) and the whole basket tilted and all of them almost plunged to the ground. I think I was screaming frantically at this point. Thankfully, they were able to shift the whole centre of gravity back to its balanced position and they were all saved. Then all of them touched down and the whole show was like pausing for quite a long while. Apparently the lady who fell out was giddy and she was not feeling well...Then I have no idea why but they dragged Zexin and me to replace two people doing those shaped smoke and catching. I was seriously super scared (who wants to die plunging to the ground???) but they continued to force us to wear these weird life jackets that I don't think will save my life since I'm in the air and not the water. I think I was so frightened that I couldn't breathe properly and was hyperventilating. But that made us go up the stupid plane thing and then we had to go to the highest level which was frightening. I was already having difficulty breathing imagine the lack of oxygen at higher levels of the air! Then they ordered us to do the stupidest thing ever. They asked ME to aim and jump into one of the floating baskets so that I could do the catching and throwing cardboard away job instead. OMG I JUST SCREAMED NO NO NO NO! Then, thankfully I woke up.

This was a stupid nonsensical dream. Nothing made sense at all. This must be how cluttered and crazy my brain can get. Anyway I'm surprisingly not tired even after dreaming so much... I'm wondering if I screamed NONONONO and screamed out loud while I was sleeping. It must have been scary if anyone heard me coz I was screaming at around 6am I think....

Anyway, I'm going to go pack now and write down all the presents I owe! BYE FOR 13 days!

S-L-A-C-K-I-N-G...

SIGH. Yesterday was the class outing so the whole day was GONE. I think bbqs are really exhausting. I have officially reached my quota for bbqs this year. I think I've had three? And two were at my house? NO MORE please NO MORE!

Today was bad too; I slept for 9 hours and woke up at 10.30am! Then I didn't finish the paper we were given although I had vowed to do so in the morning. I ended up playing the electone and having my wonderful revenge...MUAHAHAHA. Actually I ate breakfast really late but I still insisted on eating lunch at subway before busy bee because who knows when I will get to do so again (today was the last lesson)? Ah well, the last lesson was fun and we got money back! But it was taken away from me): And I'm seriously worried about my Chinese because I think I'm not improving after all the extra practices. It just seems to get worse with every practice... SIGH. I'm glad if I get an A1 for both Chinese and Malay.

Throughout the morning I was trying to read the newspaper but it was a completely failed attempt. So I spent the afternoon doing the paper which I completed halfway because now I'm slacking and trying to get everyone's contacts for gcp. I'm going to freak out really soon about it... And where's my daily exercise?! GONE! AH! It's 9pm now and I can't do anything anymore... Only iron my uniform? I don't know when I've become so pessimistic about Chinese and everything. Maybe it's because my brother has already ended school and I'm still stuck going to school and preparing for exams?

The few things that are keeping me happy are:

1. You're Beautiful:)))))))

2. Trainings (although I'm missing so many again ughhh)

3. GCP

Heh maybe I'm becoming optimistic again! On a sidenote, I chanced upon this blogskin that katherine would probably gush over: http://www.blogskins.com/info/306134/

And I'm just reminded of all the birthday presents I owe everyone. I'm in trouble, aren't I?