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AFTER

Exams are over but ugh I feel so lousy and all. Stupid sickness. Why must I always fall ill after exams? I don't want to be sick again before gcp too like last year. I don't want to miss the last day of school again like last year! AHHHHH! Where's the effect of the vaccine? Please, please let me be well and healthy. I shall remember to take my vitamin Cs.

Sigh my fitness is bad enough without the sickness UGH. I hated to be stuck at home for FOUR WHOLE WEEKS! If I was allowed to go and do something, it probably wouldn't be so bad... I couldn't even sleep properly at night. I remembered during season and training period, it was so wonderful to just get in bed and sleep immediately. Insomnia, coupled with weird dreams is just terrible.

But on the positive side, I CAN FINALLY DO WHAT I WANT!
1. I can go down and exercise and swim and whatever! And go for training, maybe go back to swimming and play whatever I want!
2. I can take revenge on the little kids who drove me crazy with their bad piano practices!
3. I can revise HIGHER CHINESE AND MALAY PROPERLY FOR 2 WEEKS!
4. I can enthusiastically (okay because I'm addicted) wait for You're Beautiful episodes to come out every week!

Oh and one more thing, I have to worry about the results. Sigh, my brother actually got back his and it was all good news. I probably flunked physics or something because I couldn't even concentrate. AH I hope Tuesday or more of Thursday wouldn't be such a bad day...

YAY TO RETURN TO A NORMAL LIFESTYLE! Training is probably going to be tiring but I think from now onwards, I can finally sleep properly and go back to my normal self.





ISN'T IT RARE?

I know I'm really asking for trouble to be this distracted at such a wrong timing. This past 3 days (no, past week) has really been getting to me. I have this feeling that I kind of mustered all the energy I had for these 3 days and I have to recharge. With all the memorising, reading and saturation going on, time really flies...

Although my plight is unfortunate enough to include an exam next monday, I guess I took off the whole day today to slack. And everything felt so weird because I started doing things I've stopped doing in ages like visiting blogs. It kind of just dawned on me that everyone around me is already blogging about graduation (apart from all the EOY stress and all). I guess I just never thought of the near future that much.

Haish everything feels really quick.I feel like I have to make a decision about my future soon although yeah, it's not as if I'm going to university soon. I can't believe that my parents are already persuading me about certain careers. But I'm currently hoping to block all of it out and focus on the present. AHHHH Saya mesti berlajar tentang bahasa melayu sekarang! Saya mesti mendapat markah cemerlang!

Just like everyone else, I'm wishing for Oct 21st. Then I can start doing all the exercise I want to do! I think I'm going to surprise my dad because I'm starting to feel interested in what I used to do like golf and trying new things. Maybe it's time I revived the past and started playing the electone too. It all seems ages ago! HAHA I'VE BEEN SO CAUGHT UP!

I'm going to remember the birthdays and wish them early first:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA (C), KATHERINE AND AMELIA! SELAMAT HARI LAHIR (opportunity to practise malay)

Back to work; SAYA MESTI ADA SIKAP POSITIF! GOGOGO!