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Double post I know. After venting out all my stress I feel way better. I'm getting all excited about the new year and about posting one long reflective post on new year's eve HAHAHA. Blaze AGM was great today. I know my voice during double whacko was a little loud. I bet you wouldn't believe if I got the same gift twice. Ah well, my friend got a birthday gift himself which was exactly the same as what his mom got me. Coincidences happen so mysteriously right?
I'm looking forward to camp. But before that, homework comes first. I'm actually looking forward to school right now. Although I said I didn't want to go back to school and Shihui said that was surprising coming from me. I think I'm not only bizarre to think that I can finish all my homework by 1st Jan but also bizarre about my own crazy goals. I really am crazy sometimes. Haha, I'm talking to myself...
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TIME TO POST.
Haven't posted in ages. I don't know why but somehow nowadays I seem to put other stuff before studies. Like I just keep doing stuff that I enjoy and pleases me. I don't know if this is just because I'm starting to realise I need to relax somehow or this is just me relaxing too much and about to get into trouble for it. Oh well, I can already guess the consequences.
I'm just so frustrated over the whole SMP thing. I think it totally distracted me from doing my homework. I try and it just fails. I hate it that I don't know how this whole system works and why I keep failing. Everytime I can't get it, I just get stressed up and go find relaxation somewhere else which equals to homework that hasn't been completed. I'm seriously thinking my decision was wrong. Perhaps I should have just stuck to normal SIAs. But I keep thinking that if I don't do this, my career in the area of science is so gone. I don't even know why I'm thinking so far about it but this whole thing is just getting to my sense of security. I don't even know what I want to do out there next time. I feel that people around me more or less know what they want; they have ambitions etc. And recently, I've just been so caught up with netball trainings and matches and then slacking after that as a form of resting that everything else is pushed away. Okay maybe I got to remember to keep in touch with my family in Nanjing and friends on Christmas Eve but it was just so short. I feel as though everything else is just pushed back. And camp is coming up soon so I'm going to have to focus. And everything else is pushed back. Then, wham! School starts after one day of rest. Training resumes, council duties come back, 3rd language is going to begin (and I haven't kept in touch with malay at all) and the homework which is already piling up just towers even more above me.
Sigh, I've really been thinking too much today. About other people too. I guess I will just have to stop worrying unnecessarily and finish my homework and start packing. But honestly, SMP worries me more than homework. I hate to say this, but I really feel like giving it up. I'm really not such a fighter, aren't I?
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REVIVAL
I realised my poor blog was really dead. I haven't exactly posted after October. And many things have happened...
The beijing trip was very fun and I kind of miss China. It's really a great place to visit and I felt 2 weeks was too short. However, I couldn't have stayed longer because of training. And my fitness totally sucked when I came back. Sigh, I really ate too much in China and now I'm super fat.
Trainings are okay although there were about too weeks it was training in the morning, match at night, next day training in the morning then training at night again. I think I almost couldn't take in because I was so exhausted. I like playing the friendlies though. It feels good to gain more experience till zonals next year. I just feel that somehow I'm not exactly getting the hang of area defence. This is really bad.
Netball chalet was okay I guess. It's almost about the same every year anyway but I think it's still a great opportunity for us to spend time together. It's kind of rare that we actually all stay together. I mean I know a lot of people have expressed their thoughts about it, especially that it's too long but I kind of like it being 4 days. 3 days is always so cliche and common and short.
This year's was almost like 3 days too though. Coz we have to go to kallang for a match which never happened coz it rained. I think it's kind of like deja vu this year because we did the whole running for the bus thing AGAIN. It's seriously tiring.
Next week I'm going to miss council camp and a whole week of trainings. Bad bad bad. But at least I get to visit my grandparents. I'll have to skip like crazy there and do pushups and crunches to keep in shape. Which reminds me, I need to swim more in place of running when I do not have training.
I haven't touched any of my homework. I am so dead. I need to finish all these:
1. malay homework (that weird passage on the blog)
2. chem worksheet (the one i print and it's full of black pictures)
3. maths worksheets (a whole stack!)
4. commonwealth essay
5. rewrite my exam essay
6. do an evaluative essay on global classroom
7. read broader perspectives and my cut up newspapers
PLUS
1. learn all the cheng yu
2. read the jin yong xiao shuo I bought from China
3. revise last year's stuff (I really need to improve on math, ih and chinese)
How brilliant. But I just can't stop myself from watching tv. I guess I'm really obsessed with avatar. I think it's quite a nice show though. My brother isn't any better; he's been playing runescape for so long. I have to start tonight though. I must not procrastinate further.
Yay, the starting post to revive my blog. I shall resolve to post more regularly. Perhaps tomorrow?
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AND AGAIN
Double post I know. After venting out all my stress I feel way better. I'm getting all excited about the new year and about posting one long reflective post on new year's eve HAHAHA. Blaze AGM was great today. I know my voice during double whacko was a little loud. I bet you wouldn't believe if I got the same gift twice. Ah well, my friend got a birthday gift himself which was exactly the same as what his mom got me. Coincidences happen so mysteriously right?
I'm looking forward to camp. But before that, homework comes first. I'm actually looking forward to school right now. Although I said I didn't want to go back to school and Shihui said that was surprising coming from me. I think I'm not only bizarre to think that I can finish all my homework by 1st Jan but also bizarre about my own crazy goals. I really am crazy sometimes. Haha, I'm talking to myself...
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TIME TO POST.
Haven't posted in ages. I don't know why but somehow nowadays I seem to put other stuff before studies. Like I just keep doing stuff that I enjoy and pleases me. I don't know if this is just because I'm starting to realise I need to relax somehow or this is just me relaxing too much and about to get into trouble for it. Oh well, I can already guess the consequences.
I'm just so frustrated over the whole SMP thing. I think it totally distracted me from doing my homework. I try and it just fails. I hate it that I don't know how this whole system works and why I keep failing. Everytime I can't get it, I just get stressed up and go find relaxation somewhere else which equals to homework that hasn't been completed. I'm seriously thinking my decision was wrong. Perhaps I should have just stuck to normal SIAs. But I keep thinking that if I don't do this, my career in the area of science is so gone. I don't even know why I'm thinking so far about it but this whole thing is just getting to my sense of security. I don't even know what I want to do out there next time. I feel that people around me more or less know what they want; they have ambitions etc. And recently, I've just been so caught up with netball trainings and matches and then slacking after that as a form of resting that everything else is pushed away. Okay maybe I got to remember to keep in touch with my family in Nanjing and friends on Christmas Eve but it was just so short. I feel as though everything else is just pushed back. And camp is coming up soon so I'm going to have to focus. And everything else is pushed back. Then, wham! School starts after one day of rest. Training resumes, council duties come back, 3rd language is going to begin (and I haven't kept in touch with malay at all) and the homework which is already piling up just towers even more above me.
Sigh, I've really been thinking too much today. About other people too. I guess I will just have to stop worrying unnecessarily and finish my homework and start packing. But honestly, SMP worries me more than homework. I hate to say this, but I really feel like giving it up. I'm really not such a fighter, aren't I?
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REVIVAL
I realised my poor blog was really dead. I haven't exactly posted after October. And many things have happened...
The beijing trip was very fun and I kind of miss China. It's really a great place to visit and I felt 2 weeks was too short. However, I couldn't have stayed longer because of training. And my fitness totally sucked when I came back. Sigh, I really ate too much in China and now I'm super fat.
Trainings are okay although there were about too weeks it was training in the morning, match at night, next day training in the morning then training at night again. I think I almost couldn't take in because I was so exhausted. I like playing the friendlies though. It feels good to gain more experience till zonals next year. I just feel that somehow I'm not exactly getting the hang of area defence. This is really bad.
Netball chalet was okay I guess. It's almost about the same every year anyway but I think it's still a great opportunity for us to spend time together. It's kind of rare that we actually all stay together. I mean I know a lot of people have expressed their thoughts about it, especially that it's too long but I kind of like it being 4 days. 3 days is always so cliche and common and short.
This year's was almost like 3 days too though. Coz we have to go to kallang for a match which never happened coz it rained. I think it's kind of like deja vu this year because we did the whole running for the bus thing AGAIN. It's seriously tiring.
Next week I'm going to miss council camp and a whole week of trainings. Bad bad bad. But at least I get to visit my grandparents. I'll have to skip like crazy there and do pushups and crunches to keep in shape. Which reminds me, I need to swim more in place of running when I do not have training.
I haven't touched any of my homework. I am so dead. I need to finish all these:
1. malay homework (that weird passage on the blog)
2. chem worksheet (the one i print and it's full of black pictures)
3. maths worksheets (a whole stack!)
4. commonwealth essay
5. rewrite my exam essay
6. do an evaluative essay on global classroom
7. read broader perspectives and my cut up newspapers
PLUS
1. learn all the cheng yu
2. read the jin yong xiao shuo I bought from China
3. revise last year's stuff (I really need to improve on math, ih and chinese)
How brilliant. But I just can't stop myself from watching tv. I guess I'm really obsessed with avatar. I think it's quite a nice show though. My brother isn't any better; he's been playing runescape for so long. I have to start tonight though. I must not procrastinate further.
Yay, the starting post to revive my blog. I shall resolve to post more regularly. Perhaps tomorrow?
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I'm Yu Xuan and fifteen this year. This means I'm sadly not entitled to many things. My life is under control currently (thanks to my very practical and sensible parents). I may appear sensible to you but you must never judge a book by its cover.
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