Whoa the previous post looked so convincing that people actually believed me! HAHAHA! I can't stop laughing now! Although I wonder who that mysterious person was...

Ah it's getting late but I can't sleep coz of wet hair. Sigh although it was really fun playing twister and taboo today, I missed BOYS OVER FLOWERS! AHHHHHHH! CRAPPPP!

Anyway, I had fun watch Kim Hyun Joong's funny actions on Xman (korean variety show) HAHAH! He's so hilarious. I think he makes a great comedian; how on earth did he ever act as Yoon Ji Hoo? Ah I think I'm getting addicted to Korean variety shows after Boys Over Flowers. First was We Got Married, now Xman! Haha the great thing about Xman is that Yoon Eun Hye is on it too! I didn't know she could be so funny on dangyunhaji!

Gosh, I think I can understand a lot of Korean now. It's stuck in my head. A 4th Language? AHAHAHA It's great to be multi-lingual!

Haish still have homework to do although I finished quite a bit today. Tomorrow's a hectic day! Finally a usual phenomenon in my life!

I'm not going to bother anymore. I can't wait to finish my studies, get a job and just get out of this stupid place. She can do all she want, I will tolerate it for now but I'm never going to care again. It's always him that's right and me that's wrong. Never has she once thought about the reason behind everything.

I will go along with the threats. It's fine with me. Because I'm prepared.

I'm extremely tired from 2 consecutive sleep-deprived nights. Nevertheless, I'm feeling guilty towards my poor poor blog so I'm going to update...

LAST THURSDAY OF THE HOLIDAYS
There was SMP in the morning and I was seriously pretty fed up that this was about the 13th (or was I exaggerating) time that we were repeating the entire experiment. How many versions do we really need to have? Now I realise why some people say science research is t-e-d-i-o-u-s. I honestly think now that perhaps research related to biology will be far less tiring because you can only get limited shots with experiements involving the specimen; physics research can be repeated again and again more easily. Sigh.

Then I went for tuition which was okay I guess. I just realised how the topics don't really apply much to my syllabus but then, they do help for A Levels 2 years later. At least I'm learning something meaningful compared to the failed English tuitions I had in previous years. After tuition was homework time at NLB which was just round the corner. I was innocently typing away on this laptop at the steps in front of the library for like 10 minutes perhaps, afterwhich I was chased away. Sigh. And production rate was honestly low. I ended up chionging the rest of the homework during the weekends anyway.

At night, it was the mysterious and unheard of (to me) 206 class reunion. I guess you can't really call a gathering of 9 people out of 33 a 'reunion'. But never mind that, I really hadn't talked to 206 classmates in ages, ages, ages, ages. Ajisen was a little too expensive but it was great for my tastebuds! I think it was really fun talking but I was seriously freaked out about the time I got home. I guess it wasn't really much of a gathering because I had to leave so hurriedly after the dinner. But then again, a lot of time was wasted on waiting for everyone to arrive. We ate dinner at 8pm; can you believe it? Thank god I didn't faint...

Anyway, the outing made me think a lot about my life. I realised for once how long I hadn't gone out and how my life was always, homework, smp, netball, 3rd language, perhaps the most unrelated thing was going to kinokuniya to buy my books. But then again, it's BOOKS, something related to work and all. Sigh, my life is really kind of sad. But I don't think I will ever be suited to a life of going out and shopping. I don't have the money to do it and I just feel really really weird buying things for myself.

LAST FRIDAY OF THE HOLIDAYS
Nothing much except TRANSFORMERS 2! I don't understand why the stupid newspapers rated it half a star. The movie seriously rocked! I totally agree with amaris, that the critics who watched the movie hadn't been able to understand it because the action was too fast for them. WELL TOO BAD! I can't wait for transformers 3 because I bet there will be another one. I really really liked one of the silver and sleek sports cars though. So cool! Ah but my favourite will forever be Ashton Martin Vanquish; maybe until Lamborghini comes out with a cool one or Ferrari really develops something sleek, then I will change my mind.

BACK TO SCHOOL
I was so relieved that most of my homework was completed except for IH Reflections and Math portfolio which I will definitely get to this weekend. The staggered recesses really was terrible for me because I simply can't stand the HUNGER! UGHHHH. Thank god there was enough breakfast to go around to make me last. The only plus point that's keeping me from dying is the 1.15 release. That really makes my day! And today was a great day at jurong point; hehehe another outing for once in my ever so hectic life!

And here I would like to announce my newfound obsession:

I LOVE ARTBOX! AHHHHH PLEASE PLEASE BUY ME STUFF FROM ARTBOX FOR MY BIRTHDAY! THE NOTEBOOKS ARE SOOOOO NICE!

Finally, something other than books have caught my eye, which reminds me...

To all borrowers of my library,

Please remember to bring the books on Tuesday and return them to me in its original condition! AHHHHHHHHHHH! New books have come out too I bet I can't wait to check them out!

Well, match ended at about 10pm and I just finished bathing so what better time than now to post? I feel so great that I'm totally making up for the last month that had no posts.

Ah, today's match was kind of frustrating for me. I know they said I ran around a lot which was good but then I think it was only because I got so frustrated. I mean, at least I managed to control it the right way and not blow off my top because that would have been way out of control. I wasn't really frustrated with other people; just how I couldn't learn some way of overcoming the problem. There has got to be a way and I need to find it. And seriously, I am obviously lacking in the skills for defending tall shooters. I feel so slow and all. It sucks when you keep getting called for contact and obstruction and not knowing why. But I'm glad at least I did try my best.

And back to holiday homework, I only finished R&R and still have IH and chinese left. But IH is driving me crazy! WHERE ON EARTH ARE MY INFERENCE AND USEFULNESS NOTES???? PLEASE PLEASE COME OUT FROM WHEREEVER YOU ARE HIDING FROM BECAUSE I NEED YOU! Gosh, I'm really going bonkers already. I need to finish everything by tomorrow. Or latest friday morning. Or I will really freak out!

On a brighter note, I'm finally going to watch TRANSFORMERS 2! Ah I'm so excited. But that means I have to finish everything before that. Please please let me finish everything before that. So that I can have the weekends to study for quizzes and do major washing (wash my school bag, netball bag, pencil case and shoes) and iron my uniform and all.

Why didn't we get that 1 week extension ??? I think I seriously need it.

This is the first post in 3 months I think. I seriously think I'm:
1. Going bonkers.
2. Becoming numb.
3. Having too much influence from my dear brother.

And this is why I haven't touched my holiday homework. I know it's not actually a lot of things on the list but each thing takes quite a while to complete. I'm seriously hoping there will be an extension of 1 week now. Please have it. I don't mind staying at home to study. And I need to lock myself away from the computer.

Work left:
1. R&R
2. IH SBQ
3. IH Reflections
4. Math Portfolio
5. Chinese Book Review
6. Chinese Compre
7. BSP Report (which is still driving me crazy)
8. SMP Report
9. REVISION! (WHERE DID IT ALL GO???)

It doesn't help that I've been going out coz of my parents. A LOT of going out.

I was really quite tired after reaching home at 10.30pm (record!) and tuition today so I only get to post right now.

I am super proud of our team because we really put up a great fight against IJ. Although we lost, I am happy and not at all disappointed because we really played to our strengths by putting up great full-court defence. I think we have really proven a lot of things throughout our whole journey, most of all that NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE. I admit we haven't been a consistent team and have performed badly at times but I think we stand out because we can still rise to the occasion after a bad game. During zonals, we did lose to rv but we managed to win ct and go to round 2. And although we lost to nanhua again in that round, we put up an even stronger fight against mg and went to finals. And the best was really during finals when we all defeated nanhua a second time. I hated that I had to sprain my ankle then but I was really very glad and proud that the team played really well that day. Then in nationals, we had a sucky round 1 but we still managed to emerge top of the group. And we gave the game away against cedar and lost to IJ but I think we treasured our chances really well when we played sports school. I am very happy that we proved a lot of things wrong- that we weren't just lucky when we entered top 4 because we still won the semifinals, that top 4 schools weren't always south zone schools and no west zone schools, that top 4 schools don't always need to be really tall etc.

I'm really grateful for all the supporters that came down during finals and especially all the netballers because your support has really motivated us and driven us further during the game. In my 4 years of being in nanyang netball, this is really the first year we have such a significant number of supporters and the feeling for us is really great. We treasure the encouragement and support you give us and hope that in future, nanyang netball will keep having so many supporters!

And now that season is over, I think many of us (sec 4s especially) are beginning to feel the post-season depression, which is partly due to no netball and more homework. I think that we will all get over it somehow and even though there will be no more trainings, somehow we will still create trainings for ourselves. And that just shows how much we really love netball and that our journey doesn't stop here. And I don't care if I have to brainwash people.

Well, to next year's B DIV, I hope they don't feel too stressed and go for trainings next week with the right and positive mindset. I hope they feel really fortunate to have such a great coach and great teachers-in-charge and treasure every training (however tough it may be). All the best and have fun for trainings!

Oh and since there's no more competitions and LOAs we should all focus on studies once again and adjust to a good long day of school (not that I enjoy it much). No more extensions and excuses! It's sad to be FLUNG back to reality so fast but what choice do we have? JIAYOU AND WORK HARD!

We are really blessed to have another chance and we should be grateful for it by making full use of it. Let's try our very best and go all out tomorrow! We can strive for something better!

JIAYOU NANYANG NETBALL WE CAN DO IT!